The depth in which you ask yourself that question sends you on a journey.
That journey is an invitation.
Father God sent the letter.
Jesus confirmed the path thru the sacrifice of His life.
Holy Spirit drew me.
To receive that message a particular "ear" becomes formed. He formed it in transparency and authenticity.
My choices had consequences I now wanted to take responsibility; That forming ear created passion, desire, repentance, opened doors unfathomably. I heard a sound of love. That love was Jesus. Holy Spirit is my teacher and guide. The Kingdom of Heaven is amazing.
When I was 8, I asked Him to come into my heart.
When I was 29, I allowed Him to heal my heart.
When I was 30, I asked Him to introduce me to Holy Spirit
When I was 40, I allowed Holy Spirit to change me.
When I was 48, I agreed with Him what He said about me
When I was 49, He opened my spiritual eyes to His Kingdom
I'm now 57; I feel like I am only beginning,
I would sum it up with these spoken words.
"Jesus, I am honestly asking you to make yourself known to me."
"Forgive me for putting limits on You, limits on myself."
"I will believe what you show me."
The Bible says: you died and rent the veil so I could know Father God.
"I desire my own testimony of your death, resurrection and where You are alive now."
"I will believe what you share with me."
That'll do it....just a hint.........english is not His only way to communicate.
Put a pen and paper next to your bed.
Read my blog on journaling. It will help.
Ask a lot of questions.
I bless your journey with Him