How He made me a "Believer"

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So much history I have walked before sharing this blog post with you.  I have questioned all of the life I knew, my family, upbringing, faith, the faith of my parents.  Myself.  
Jesus walked into my life in my late 20s, early 30s.  A wife, mother of small four boys yet all the hats I needed to wear were bent because of the person I had become.  
There is a time where we ask ourselves that question.  Who am I, what purpose does my life hold? 

​The depth in which you ask yourself that question sends you on a journey.  
That journey is an invitation.  
Father God sent the letter.  
Jesus confirmed the path thru the sacrifice of His life.  
Holy Spirit drew me.  
 To receive that message a particular "ear" becomes formed.  He formed it in transparency and authenticity.
My choices had consequences I now wanted to take responsibility; That forming ear created passion, desire, repentance, opened doors unfathomably.  I heard a sound of love.  That love was Jesus.  Holy Spirit is my teacher and guide.  The Kingdom of Heaven  is amazing.  

When I was 8, I asked Him to come into my heart.
When I was 29, I allowed Him to heal my heart.
When I was 30, I asked Him to introduce me to Holy Spirit
When I was 40, I allowed Holy Spirit to change me.
When I was 48, I agreed with Him what He said about me
When I was 49, He opened my spiritual eyes to His Kingdom
I'm now 57; I feel like I am only beginning, 

I would sum it up with these spoken words.  
"Jesus, I am honestly asking you to make yourself known to me."  
"Forgive me for putting limits on You, limits on myself."
"I will believe what you show me."
The Bible says:  you died and rent the veil so I could know Father God.  
"I desire my own testimony of your death, resurrection and where You are alive now."
"I will believe what you share with me."  

That'll do it....just a hint.........english is not His only way to communicate.  
Put a pen and paper next to your bed.  
Read my blog on journaling.  It will help.
Ask a lot of questions.
I bless your journey with Him

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